Thursday, November 15, 2001

You gave me something that I could never imagine
Not before I met someone like you
Something so true, something so white
That makes my heart beats better than ever
I gave you space and you make the embrace
I love you already and even before I acknowledge the meaning of it
Baby, I'm just too scared of losing you
and even worse I got too fragile to have you
Coz I'm afraid I won't be able to faced my future without you
Maybe you'd given me something blue than something true
Didn't know what to do, Didn't know where to go
When it started all over again.
When things get tough, and I'm on my own.
I guess, I was just alone.
Tears don't mean a thing before, now and then.
Even words were heard all the same.
What to do, where to go,
I guess, I've always been alone.
And there's no reason not to be all alone.

I'm trying to hate you, I'm trying to cry out.
But nothing could move you.
Or the heart inside you.
Maybe you cried too, but that I can't see.
Coz your lips are sealed and you have your own life without me.
I tried to wait and see, but the game starts irritating,
I'm just a human being, and still trying to change.
But then again it's just me, and
I guess I'm still alone, and always be all alone.


Hope that you realize what you mean to me.